Monday, February 26, 2018

SPANISH MUSTANGS -- A MOUNTAIN HORSE LIKE NO OTHER

This is a story I wrote for Trail Rider Magazine in 2005

We went elk hunting this weekend in the West Elk Wilderness near Gunnison, Colorado in October. It was my first elk hunt. I noticed quickly there aren’t many female hunters out there – I was the only one I saw the whole trip. We packed in with six horses. I rode Zitali, my 6 year old registered Spanish Mustang mare. My boyfriend at the time was an outfitter; he was a little nervous bringing her as she has only been on one overnight trip and that was rather near home in Buffalo Peaks Wilderness. She wasn’t one of his seasoned mountain horses. But I thought she would be good and I wanted to really test her mettle. This was rugged, unforgiving country. No room for error. We got in on Thursday, drove miles in on a rutted, two-track road and then a three mile, often-muddy steep trek in on horseback, set up camp, scouted on Friday and the season opened on Saturday.

Saturday we rode out in the dark with headlamps at 5 AM. The first climb was up a ridge, a spine of rock that fell away 100’s of feet on both sides into dark timber abysses. There was dead-fall everywhere, rocks and snow – there was no trail. That was the scariest horseback ride I have ever been on. In the first mile we realized the mule that Donny was on just couldn’t do it. We were tackling a 45-degree slope of scree, rock outcroppings and nothing but the grade to guide us in the direction we needed to go. Donny had to turn back to get another mount. Zitali and I waited, in the dark on the windblown ridge. Donny came back in a half an hour on another mount. We continued up the ridge. We got near the top and the dead-fall became too much. We tried to drop off the sides to get around it but it was too steep and dangerous. We ended up having to drop off one side and side-hill to the next ridge over through a deep canyon and through dead-fall h%$l. There was snow, there were downed trees everywhere and the slope was still extreme. Zitali balked at NOTHING. I had to lead her through the maze of rock and trees and dead-fall and she willingly followed, never even crowding me. Even I had to duck and scramble. This climb and traverse took over four hours. The horse was flawless. She never lost her footing, never refused anything I asked and she was my rock when I was on the edge of my own sanity.

We finally reached the southern-most ridge which had a shear 1000 foot drop off to the valley below. We tiptoed down that ridge working our way through the rock formations. If I had not been so scared I would have been awestruck with the beauty – okay so I was anyway. We scouted a couple of elk parks over there but realized we had burned the best park of the morning feed in that climb. Donny had been up the ridge countless times, but it had been several years. The dead-fall this year was more than ever before. We didn’t know it was that bad until we were actually IN it. I can’t describe what it was like other than to say it was like a big box of kitchen matches had been dumped on the sheer, stunningly, steep side of a snowy mountain and we had to weed our way through it.

We worked our way down the ridge and dropped into the dark timber below. We wound our way through it and finally came into some open grassland. We checked for sign but found the lower parks had been inundated with other hunters. Not an elk or fresh track to be found. We decided to call it a day and worked our way back up to camp. All told that first day we covered about 18 miles – most with no trail and NOTHING remotely easy and NOTHING flat. My little horse did everything. Donny was floored by her ability and her heart. In 25 years of outfitting in the Rockies he has never seen a better horse. Nothing blew her skirt up – she was never edgy, never anything but stoic.

The next morning I hunted alone on foot and then did an evening hunt in some lower areas to see if we could figure out where all the elk were. Still nothing. We knew we were going to have to get to the high parks to find elk.

The last day we took the horses out early afternoon to hunt the farthest "finger" of the elk parks. We had a narrow trail that traversed the bottom of each of the basins. These are not really basins but are avalanche chutes off the face of the mountain where nothing but grass grows – the bottoms riddled with broken timber from the last avalanche piled on top of the remains of a 100 years worth of avalanches. There were areas that the "trail" was an almost imperceptible traverse line across a rock face at a 45-degree pitch…truly it was no wider than a single hoof carved into the rock. These were places where we dismounted and lead horses across -- never stopping for fear that one second too long would cause them to lose footing. We made it to the base of the park we wanted to hunt. We turned up the ridge and climbed again up a face that would have been a challenge to simply stand on. We worked our way up as high as the horses could go and tied them in the trees only to climb the rest on our own.

From there it was a foot hunt – it was hard, it was steep, it was long, it took hours. I finally did get a crack at a 5x5 bull from 485 yards but the shot was uphill to boot and my shot was 4" low – for me close enough to be proud of under the circumstances and with respect to the distance. I corrected for the distance but not for the extreme slope. It was near last shooting light when I made the shot and then I tracked the bull on foot for another mile or two again in dead-fall, snow and down the backside of that park into the ravine behind it. They were covering some country though and were headed into really dense timber so I had to throw in the towel. We had to turn back in order to be able to find the horses before it was too black to see.

We got back to the horses in the dark where they were waiting patiently tied. We picked our way down the ridge and then worked that side hill trail back through the chutes, across rock-slides and into the forest trail. Zitali actually found the trail for us a number of times as we wound through that black forest. She had been on it once in those three days and already knew her way back to camp. We rode that last hour and a half in blackness, she, always stepping out with ears forward.

We packed out camp the next day – without an elk but with newfound knowledge about my horse. There is NOTHING I will not trust this horse with. She wore saddlebags, a scabbard with a rifle and me with a full backpack on – most of that totally new to her. She is an "old soul"; she has been on this earth far longer than her six years. She has seen it all and done it all – it really felt like she already had. She was, yes repeating myself, STOIC. This was the most challenging, scary, physically demanding riding I have ever done, and I have done quite a bit. She was the leader and basically told me, "don’t worry, I’ll take care of you." And this Spanish Mustang did – like no horse I have ever known. 

PERSPECTIVE -- FOR MEANINGFUL CHANGE WE MUST

From 1982 through today, February 26, 2018 -- 816 people have been killed in mass shootings. This averages out to 31 deaths per year over 26 years. [Mother Jones, data - link at bottom of page].  Of the 31 people who are killed, 10 of these 31 die in school shootings.

When these horrific events happen we are pummeled by media, we are hammered by activists, we are heartbroken for families & communities and we are outraged. We are inundated with images, arguments, public protests – we are made to feel as though this sort of the thing is THE NUMBER ONE DANGER IN AMERICA TODAY. Researchers at Northeastern University that found mass school shootings are extremely rare, that shootings involving students have been declining since the 1990s, and four times as many children were killed in schools in the early 1990s than today. The victims in these events are true and utter innocents so even if it is not the number one danger in American today – it should NEVER, EVER happen! It is at the hands of a madman that these lives are taken. 

But, and here is where we cannot lose sight of reality – these events are rare, regardless of how many times you see a headline. THEY ARE RARE; kids marching, people screaming and pundits "punditing" do not make them any less rare. The numbers of victims are a tiny subset of the nation’s population. It gets really hard when we are forced to convert lives, especially young, innocent ones, into numbers and statistics. But for policy to be made for a nation of 330M+, we must.

In 2015 alone in the United States, over 800 bicyclists died in cycling accidents I know to the very depth of my being that working on perspective when dealing with a horrific event is hard and feels heartless. But we have to do it. Since 1994 an average of 99 people die every single day in automobile accidents on America’s roads; that is over 35,000 per year. And again, based on published, non-political numbers roughly 31 people are killed each year in the United States in mass shootings. [all accident data is National Highway Transportation Safety Administration FARS data - link at bottom of page].

“There is not an epidemic of school shootings,” said James Alan Fox, the Lipman Family Professor of Criminology, Law, and Public Policy at Northeastern University. He said more children die each year from pool drownings or bicycle accidents.

So just comparing these two numbers for perspective, in the WHOLE 25 years 25% FEWER people were killed in mass shootings than people died in bicycle accidents in a SINGLE CALENDAR YEAR. There are around 55 million schoolchildren in the U.S., the Northwestern study said, and over the past 25 years, about 10 students, TEN STUDENTS, on average per year were killed by gunfire at school. Again, I do not minimize the trauma, the loss, the shock and the pain; I am not heartless.

Each DAY in America 4 children are killed by abuse or neglect. [childhelp.org - lower estimated numbers) (see link at bottom of page also footnote 3]. 

THAT IS FOUR CHILDREN A DAY OR 1,460 A YEAR.

Let’s go back:

816 people killed in mass shootings between 1982 and 2018 (26 years) – that is roughly 31 people per year and 10 of those die in school shootings. DURING THAT SAME TIME PERIOD APPROXIMATELY 36,500 CHILDREN DIED DUE TO ABUSE OR NEGLECT.

I wish no one died for any of these reasons. Here is a snap shot of this discussion in the raw, unemotional numbers.

AVERAGE ANNUAL DEATHS & CAUSE
Mass Shootings: 31 people, 10 in school shootings
Child Abuse/Neglect: 1,460
Bicycle Accidents: 800+
Auto Accidents: 35,000+

We have GOT to have perspective on things like this. When we lose perspective we do two primary and huge disservices. First we make hasty, emotional decisions with knee-jerk reactions. We think we are going to change outcomes with these hasty decisions, rules and laws. We are dismayed and angry when we find that NONE of our changes positively affected anything. We cannot legislate for a nation when the reality of the issue does not warrant it.

The 2nd disservice we do is that we neglect addressing much more profound issues. Some of the above stats seem to be somewhat acceptable to us; tragic but tolerable. We accept auto and bicycle fatalities to some extent as part of the inherent dangers of engaging in the activities. But what about the child abuse and neglect numbers? They dwarf the mass shooting numbers – but they, because they happen one or two at a time, ALL the time, seem to be invisible.

I don’t proffer to have solutions here other than to be rational when every fiber of your being is to scream “NO”. I encourage people to work hard to use rational thought and to work toward perspective. Without it, meaningful changes are all but impossible.

Life is inherently a dangerous activity to engage in. But because we had no CHOICE on whether or not we were blessed with life at the time of our birth, we had nothing to do with it, we somehow think life should be safer since we didn’t willfully opt-in. Life is not a safe activity at all. Life is however FAR safer today than at any other time in history – no matter what anyone tells you.

Footnotes:
1. https://www.motherjones.com/politics/2012/12/mass-shootings-mother-jones-full-data/
2. https://www-fars.nhtsa.dot.gov/Main/index.aspx
3. American Society for the Positive Care for Children -SPCC has child abuse fatality numbers as high as 1,670 to 1740 deaths annually.
4. Northwestern University researchers  used data collected by USA Today, the FBI’s Supplementary Homicide Report, Congressional Research Service, Gun Violence Archive, Stanford Geospatial Center and Stanford Libraries, Mother Jones, Everytown for Gun Safety, and a New York City Police Department report on active shooters

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